i've come to realize....

I've come to realize that, my last ex:
still wear our ring.

I've come to realize that, when I talk:
i never stop :P and often said "xde maknenye" haha

I've come to realize that, I love:
myself, family and friends so much!

I've come to realize that my friends:
are fucking amazing :)

I've come to realize that, I've lost:
those moments and memories :/

I've come to realize that, I hate:
thinking about guys anymore.

I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking:
bout how to start sending sms to someone ;p

I've come to realize that, I'll always:
love my mom no matter what.and she's the one who support me

I've come to realize that, I'll never:
think bout u anymore :(

I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried was:
last year. when my relationship breaks up.

I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about:
my future and work at univrsity!

I've come to realize, that today:
is my 20th birthday.......! huuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D

I've come to realize that, without my family:
there's no me :( i love u guys

I've come to realize that, true love:
would be just right, if it works right. need understanding. supportive. commitment. lovessss u!

I've come to realize that, I like:
no one THE END :)

rihanna rocks KL!

The good-girl-gone-bad and Grammy award winner, RIHANNA, is coming to Malaysia for the first time! Her debut concert, RIHANNA LIVE IN KL 2009 is scheduled for FEBRUARY 13, 2009, FRIDAY, 8.30 p.m. at STADIUM PUTRA BUKIT JALIL. CAN'T WAIT !

tears in heaven

dont know why aku hari ni asyik nyanyi lagu ni je.. mmg feeling sgt ouh. huhu. hmmmmm okayy, xnak ckp pasal ni. cakap pasal hari ni :)

today aku terbangun lambat! pukul 11! hwaha. actually da bangun da pukul 8 but then pegi tutup alarm so terlajak la. hihi. bangun2 terus kelam kabut mandi siap kemas bilik. kesian kat bah, my senior dah tunggu lama kat college. cuz we supposed having lunch sama tgh hari tu tapi dia dah lapar sgt kot so terpaksa mkn dulu. hee my bad. then sampai2 college bah belanja bubble tea! best2. thanks bah ;) kami lepak2 kejap before nak jumpa en. zul.

to sparrow, adoii sorry la sgt2 x reply massages. banyak jugak. and i feel guilty. sorry :( tapi i dah bagitau kenapa kan. hee

petang tu lepas hantar bah kat shah alam, along call ajak pegi modern dia nak belanja indomee! so ok la aku pun lapar gak time tu. aku suka cakap dgn along ni sbb dia akan ckp pasal 'dunia' n 'akhirat'. even he's a rocker but thinking dia dlm agama mmg bagus and byk benda yang aku x tahu dia dah cerita. so best gak la. and dia ada nyanyi lagu tears in heaven tadi. fuhhh mmg aku boleh nangis la dgr dia nyanyi.. no wonder dia tercalon utk anugerah bintang popular nanti. haha tak boleh tahan ABP. aku gelak sampai nak pecah perut dapat tahu band dia tercalon. besides, aku tumpang happy jugak utk dia ;)

hmmm malam ni ibu takde kat rumah. outstation. anyway tadi aku baru dpt new friend. nak kata new tak new sgt la sbb actually dah kenal lama pun but kami tak contact or whatever. 1st jumpa pun masa kat rtw hari tu dia tegur aku. then he text me petang tadi.. akmal aizat if im not mistaken la nama dia. huhu. so tengku,, nanti aku n amal pegi rihanna jgn marah ye? haha. ;p joking babe!

ha lupa pulak. tadi kan masa aku on the way nak ke kelana jaya, aku nampak ada polis trafik tak pakai helmet? boleh ke? even dia polis? mana boleh kan? hish tak faham aku. nak saman org, tapi diri sendiri tak nilai. malas nak cakap banyak. buat naik angin je. huu

okla tu je kot.. esok xnak bangun lewat lagi sbb dah janji nak bangun awal kat sparrow. haha. malam sempurna, indah bermakna. :) tata

"and I hope you'll always stay the same. Cause there's nothing about you I would change"

aduh.

Hari ni aku pegi saloon. saja rilex2 n buat something dkt rambut ni. so i coloured my hair to copper+dark brown. soft sikit la nmpak. lagi pun saja je nak touch up sikit. so..esok nak bangun awal nak pegi college. selamat malam bulan, moga esok matahari terbit bulan setia menanti. :)

:) Q&A

Can you answer 38 questions about the 1st person that you just got over with. PLEASE BE HONEST. If you can't be honest, don't do it.Don’t change your last person to get over with.

1) What’s their name?

Along Zipzieller

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend??

Nope?

3)Do you get along with this person all the time?

Nope. Just a normal friend.

4) How old is the person?

23

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?

Nope.

6) Is this person older than you?

Yes!

7) Have you ever kissed this person?

Nope.

8) Are you related to this person?

No.

9) Are you really close to him/her?

Not so. but maybe.

10) Nickname?Used to call him

along Hendrix?

11) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?

Before like every single day, now once a week sometimes never

12) Do you think they will repost this?

No, he doesnt have blog

13) Could you live with this person?

Not sure

14) Why is this person the last person to get over with?

Because I think we need to be just normal friend

(15) How long have you known this person??

A months

16) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?

Yes.

17) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?

Nah

18) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?

Well yes.

19) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?

Used toooo

20) Do you know everything about this person?

nope

21) Would you date this person’s siblings?

haha no way.

22) Have you ever made something with this person?

No. but he do. he create a song for me n make it into cd.

23) Is he/she on drugs?

Im not really sure bout it

24) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?

nah

25) Have you and he/she person made up a hand shake?

Yeaaaah

26) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?

Maybe. cuz i love his voice n performance!

27) Have you ever heard this person sing?

Yes. At rock the world.

28) Do you and this person have a saying?

Yes

29) Do you know this persons myspace password?

Nope

30) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 months?

Not that long

31) Have you and this person gone clubbing?

Nope

32) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?

Used tooo

33) Do you and this person talk alot?

YESS.

34) Do you like this person?

Yea, like normal friend

35) Has this person yelled at you?

Never

36) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?

Nah. too early

37) Do you want to go out with this person??

yes, we used to hang out at mamak

38) Do you want to be friends with them forever?

of course! :)

Day Without You (saja letak) =D

huuu ngantuk ! hari ni kol 12 da kne gi unitar sbb ada meeting. before tu lunch dulu dgn 'jack sparrow' dkt alicafe. kesian dia tunggu aku. biasa la, klang mmg jammed tahap boleh tidur punya. ahh meeting....... ckp pasal hal ehwal student kat unitar, design bilik mpm, alicafe, n byk lagi la. then da habis semua, aku lepak2 dgn seseorang ni. sbb hujan so xleh nak balik lagi. so kami borak2 la pasal problem management and kitchen cuz he frm culinary arts student. borak punya borak, tetibe ada 2 org guys lalu n cakap, "weh kau borak la,, bf dia ada kat sana" then aku pelik. bila masa aku ada bf? ah skali tengtengtengg... someone yang aku dah lama x nampak, cakap, makan, ketawa, jumpa, lalu tepi aku.. duh. i hope i dont see him masa tu but who knows aku nampak. tapi aku buat2 x nampak. serious tiba2 sweet memories semua macam tiba2 muncul balik. what the heck syifa,, he dont even care what you feel. ahh buang buang jauh jauh. x boleh ingat lagi. so aku buat cool je la but deep inside only god knows. huu. ah crap.

then aku rasa malas nak balik klang lagi petang tu sbb jammed. so aku tumpangkan bah, senior aku balik rumah dia, then aku balik rumah sewa jumpa housemate aku.. gila la rindu sangat2 kat diorang especially raa and laa! tapi tadi laa xde so jumpa raa je. as usual, mmg byk benda and hottt story from d oven keluar! huhu. pukul 9pm camtu aku baru balik klang..sorry raa x dapat stay rumah. nanti weekend syifa balik ye cyg :)

so..tu jela yang indah indah hari ni. so far semua berjalan dgn lancar and hati tenang ;)
harap hari esok lebih baik dari hari ni.

Isnin yg sibuk dan bingit

huwaarkhh.... morning ;)

haha hari ni aku bangun pukul 8.30am cuz ibu dah call. yeah,, hari ni mmg semua org busy. my cousin, zakwan start practical dekat hartamas, afiq my lil brother, dah start school, syuhada my sis, pegi shah alam buat apa tah. new intake pun busy meng-register kan subject diorang.. and me,,,,,,,, duduk rumah mkn,tgk tv,laptop,gardening (sempat lagi). huhu. ni semua pasal my car lah. skarang laaa baru nak rosak la apela. siot btol. now ada kat workshop so i can't go anywhere. Even new sem dah start hari ni. hee. Well, happy Monday everyone ;)

Jan Intake 2009 ;)

Halluuu. Okay ni first time aku tulis blog. Actually aku x bape minat sgt tulis2 ni sbb takut nnt ibu check. mwahaha. joking lah. Ok, btw, aku baru lepas orientation dgn new students utk Jan intake haritu. SUMPAH GILE PENAT OH! lagi2 kaki aku. aku dpt tgk muke2 faci lain bile diorang dah x guna highheels bersinar2 je. haha. yela bayangkan kena berdiri and jalan sana sini masa 1st till last orientation tu. Masa hari pertama registration day aku kena jaga interview for fhtm. Sambil2 tu dpt gak la aku tgk dak2 yang nak ambik course tu kan (my junior beb) haha. 2nd day pulak aku kena jadi usherers. Nasib x ramai mcm semalam kalau x kaki aku mmg leper je la. huhu. Petang tu pulak aku dgn beberapa faci kena jaga ice breaking session! wee part yang aku tunggu2. Faci kena bg nama superhero utk diri sendiri. n mine is BUTTERCUP :) haha. Pastu start frm dat ada je freshie pnggil aku 'kakak buttercup'. adoii. tp cute ape. kan kan? hihi. At first mmgla a bit nervous kan sbb abg nidzam ada ckp if parents marah2 ke apa just buat bodo je cuz its not out fault but management. N yes, first day aku kenal dgn org yg aku xpnah knal lg before ni (even we're in d same college) huhu. Faci2 lama byk ajar aku selama orientation day tu. n aku dpt feedback yang baik masa meeting, tq guys :)

Utk freshie, aku dah terus terang umur aku bape. sbb aku cian kat yang dah umur 20 ke atas pegi panggil aku kakak. haha. masa aku wat announcement tu lega skit hati ni. (tp best gak kadang2 kne panggil kakak) haha.

Utk facilitators, thanks sgt2 bg tunjuk ajar kat aku. aku appreciate sgt. n kitorang ttp keep in touch even x sama faculty. yela aku sowang je FHTM. n x ada lagi istilah 'hitam putih' utk faculty lain kat kami kan. :) thanks to ALL OF U. Serious mmg best sgt korang oh! huggggggggsssss!